here’s an excerpt from my journal i kept when i lived at 1256 ave. d. in seaside. 3.27.0. i tried calling you but you’re machine was off. how far are you going to take this cold sholder thing? i am sorry about my past, i hid it for you. pretend you know me and i’ll…

“i don’t think god put me on this planet to judge others. i think he put me on this planet to gather specimens and take them back to my home planet” ~Jack Handy why am i here. i don’t think i’ll ever be a writer, my heart really isn’t there. i just want a small…

you’re up with the sunrise and down when the works been done. with excellence industry, diligence naturally. i would like to be you, just for a few habit forming years. laziness cuts me like fine cutlery. i need a miracle, someone to help me, help myself. sweet Jesus i need you, forgive me this sin.…

To: a.wygle@juno.com From: duffontap@hotmail.com Subject: Mmmm Saturdays….. Date: 07/01/2000 Adam, I am now lonely. I don’t know how you can be surrounded by people and be lonely but I most certianly am. Lonely you know. Maybe I’ll just get married and solve the whole problem. I want to go surfing but I need to go…

adam: 0 in the last six months my two best friends had girlfriends, and i did not. in the last three weeks, my two best friends lost girlfriends and i did not. why do i envy them? both of the girls met my approval. why don’t i envy them? russ ruined his with too much…

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everyone wants to have fame, at least fifteen minutes. i want to be known and faceless. not infamous, but my name is recognized, and you know who i hang out with, but i don’t have a face. or i’m obscure. look at the seattle scene, you’ve got (name drop in 3-2-1) david bazan, damien jurado,…

have i ever told you about my connection with adam duritz? well, besides the first name, we have a lot in common. he sings about his girlfriends, i’ve had girlfriends. one of his was named elisabeth, i had a girlfriend name elizabeth. amy hit the atmosphere, my ex’s name is amy, in fact i have…