in the last six months my two best friends had girlfriends, and i did not. in the last three weeks, my two best friends lost girlfriends and i did not. why do i envy them? both of the girls met my approval. why don’t i envy them? russ ruined his with too much touching. josh gave his up because it was best. my girlfriend, my last one, was more like russ’ break up. i’ve told you in other posts what i want in a relationship. but why do i want to break up with someone for the reasons russ broke up? it’s not the breaking up i want to do, it’s making the reasons that i want. but i don’t want to lose someone like i have in the past. (read this side of 20. down.)
adam.
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