before i left work on thursday for my three days off, i checked the schedule to see when i’d be working next, no schedule was posted. now, because i am the only one who can close five nights a week, i knew i’d be closing this coming week with my days off being somewhere in…

yesterday was a bust. i made my trek to seattle, met up with my friend erin (who i am going to instruct to stop reading now) then came here. my idea was, that when darby said “erin’s comin’ to town, and she’s single” that was my cue to make a move or something in that…

of sorts. not really though. when i said in building a desert that my trek to seattle wasn’t a big one. that means that if i tell myself it’s not a big one, then it won’t be, and i won’t be let down if expectations aren’t met. adam. Archived source: Wayback Machine capture

i am a punk, a rocker, or any of those terms that associates me with independently run music. but i am also a music lover of all types. i don’t like madonna, but i am upset because i missed her “aired once only” video by 5 minutes tonight. but what are ya supposed to do.…

i have too much going on right now. again, i make the trek to seattle. again, i don’t know why. this time in hopes to meet up with a friend and catch up. next time maybe there’ll be more of a reason, this time, not a big one. i want to meet josh, he’s too…

the people at mtv don’t like the ‘pop’ movement. proof: a weekend of rock. my thought goes like this, if they show enough rock bands (no doubt, p.o.d., smashing pumpkins, marilyn manson, limp bizkit, etc.) saying how awful pop music is, then kids will stop requesting groups like backstreet and n’sync. i don’t know how…

that i knew where i’d be for a year or two. now i have the idea, the acceptance, just not the funds. i am planing on going to the art institute of seattle, how i am to do this i don’t know. it’s an expensive school. i plan to owe money for years to come…