i have too much going on right now. again, i make the trek to seattle. again, i don’t know why. this time in hopes to meet up with a friend and catch up. next time maybe there’ll be more of a reason, this time, not a big one. i want to meet josh, he’s too busy. ah, what’erya gonna to do? i took coffee out of my diet, actually any and all caffeine, for a few days i’m xstraightxedgex, whatever that is. i need to brush my teeth. you see, this is how my life goes. i go for months, abusing my body, then i crash and decided to be healthy. i’m on the healthy end of the loop right now, starting friday i’ll be back on the destruction side. water for one please. i took the caffeine out because i wasn’t sleeping, now i’m sleeping too much. from one to noon is too many hours of sleep for one boy. i need to find a nice balance. maybe i’ll have a steamer, no, water only please. i watched the twenty years of rock on mtv show again, same show, same ending, same theory.

adam.

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