This isn’t a down on me post. This is a list of things I don’t like about my behavior that I have the ability to change. Not in any order.

I smoke

I don’t write enough

I don’t spend real quality time with my kids. Playing. Talking. Just hanging out. Helping them discover.

I don’t spend nearly, not nearly enough time with Heidi just talking. Fears. Hopes. Passions.

I don’t exercise.

I don’t explore. The city. The country. The mountains. My neighborhood.

I don’t read enough. Fiction. Non-fiction. Not blogs.

I don’t make time for friends.

I don’t tell Heidi, my kids, my friends about any of the things listed above and let them help.