this is something i said while talking to a friend. i liked it and want to show you so you’ll like me. i mean it.

i look at other peoples lifes. and see them with people. why is it that the girls closest to me, the ones i should be teaming up with, don’t want any kind of relationship? and the same can sort of be said for me. i don’t want a relationship where you sit and try to impress each other with interesting anecdotes and witty sayings. i don’t want a girlfriend who i have to buy her stuff, or wear the right clothes, or even like the same books she does. i want a girl that i can tell her i love her. show it to her with wanting her to be everywhere with me (john and yoko) and not have to worry about what she’s going to say next. because even if it’s negative it’s meant to help me. i don’t have to worry about kissing her because, if we do kiss, it won’t be out of obligation, or sexual tension, it will be out of wanting to share something with each other.

adam.

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