Wygle Wide Web

these days i find myself thinking less and less of my specific day (which, up until now, has mainly been my thoughts since i can remember) and more and more about october. not just the month of october, but what it will bring. the months since the last time october rolled around have melted into one long month with nothing to separate them in the past nor giving way to anticipation for the future. so, now you want to know why october. i’m moving to seattle for school. i think i’ve said this a few times, but i figured now is a good time for a refresher corse since it’s in the brain. work right now is meaningless, and getting very annoying. don’t get me wrong though, i still have fun, i find ways, but i’m laying in bed waiting for mom and dad to wake me up and say “load up, it’s time to go to disneyland” and sleep isn’t easy. i’m ready to be rid of my house, my friends, my car! i live in seasons, every three months something new. it’s been almost a year since i’ve had any huge changes and i think i’ve plateaued. at 20. blah blah blah. all this to say nothing has turned into nothing leading into something. and soon, i’ll be doing the same job, for the same people but with different reasons and in a different city. i can’t pay the rent, you must pay the rent.

adam.

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