i’m going to bed, but i wanted to let you know that sleep is a nuisance. my brain hasn’t been thinking about writing that much, i’m in the process of some change. i don’t know what, but change. it happens every three months or so, and something’s making it go again. honestly, i am quite annoyed. eh, what’aya gonna to do?

i want to

1. pay off my parents
2. buy a newer car
3. save money
4. move to seattle (or at least out of the house)
5. buy a dog

i want a girlfriend too, but that’s not something i can put in any order.

i’m getting paid more now, so that will help.

i’ve always told myself that i won’t be lonely, no matter how much i am alone, i won’t be lonely. i want to be alone right now, but i’m lonely. no one wants to be lonely, most don’t even want to be alone, i want to be alone. maybe bed will clear my head.

adam.

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